July 4 - First Saturday

— Bright sun, splendorous sun will be that which will be reflecting on the world. Men do not want to leave to reflect its brilliance. Woe unto those poor who oppose ahead of the Lord’s paths! Jesus gets a whole consolation and cheers up in his loved souls. Jesus gets all delight in the ermine of the pure souls. The rays of divine love form a bright and charming halo over them that attracts to them the world and the hearts. Those who say themselves friends of Jesus do not know the souls His wives. Jesus is very discontented with most of His disciples: they do not have light, do not search it, do not know, do not search to know. They throw themselves like Satan to lay on the ground the works of the Lord. They deviate from themselves the divine blessings and all the protection of the Virgin Mary.

The celestial Mother is ready to pick up Her dear daughter. The prize is absolutely brilliant.

The pain of the crazy one of Jesus’s dear Father has given all the glory and triumph to Heaven. Poor those who have done him to suffer so much. Jesus leaves nothing without reward. Jesus gives all the grace and love to the soul’s doctor and to the body’s doctor of the crazy one of the Eucharist. Jesus is all and everything for them.

July 27

The men make heavy and sad my life on earth! Oh, sorry not, let me say: everything that is supported by Jesus’s and souls’s love is cheerful and cheering! Poor those who oppose against the will of Jesus!

I was going up, rising slowly and very injured with the suffering that the men invented to me. I went up and had to suspend the journey at the tiny door of Heaven. That's where I am standing long days ago, seeing a little opening; I understood that it was the entrance to the Paradise. But it was such the prison that the men prepared for me that I have to take a long period of time. How much time? Only Jesus knows. I trust and hope on Him. My flights are heavily imprisoned and only Jesus can loosen them, only He can change the hearts of men who understand nothing and I do not know what they think of me. It is sweet to love and to follow Jesus, but woe to me if He leaves me only one moment! He made me to know that everything on earth was complete. It was at night, but I am sure that I didn’t sleep and my mind was right. Appeared in front of me two angels: how beautiful they were! Only from the Heaven they could come! One held in his hands a bright and complete crown, and the other along a big palm of martyrdom. All this gave comfort to my poor soul. I cheered up while seeing that Jesus was showing me that my mission on earth would be finished, but my efforts aren’t enough to loosen me from these earthly prisons; I cannot. I will wait that Jesus release me, asking Him always for those who fasten me. How poor they are! They do not understand the greatness in Him and in the souls. I will suffer for them. If it were not the suffering caused by them, I could not give so much glory to Jesus and to save souls for Him. What a great pain to see me so close to Heaven! To want to enter and cannot! Sometimes I can’t contain the tears. It seems to me that I die for homesickness! I have no life on earth, or anything that satisfies me! Only the Heaven, only in Heaven! ... Only the Heaven will be my life, only in Heaven my anxieties will be satisfied! How beautiful it is! May everyone know it already on the earth! Poor those who despise Jesus and follow Satan!