PART I

“FILL YOURSELF TO THE FULL”

 1.

THE LOVE BETWEN JESUS AND ALEXANDRINA

1 - Jesus loves first

It is Jesus who loves first and He prepares Alexandrina for her great mission of loving Him and transmitting His love to the brethren.

I feel Jesus binding my heart to his. His Heart is wounded by me and mine is wounded by Him. It is love that unites us. L (10-10-40)

It was the love of his divine Heart that came to wound mine: I am all of Jesus and our beloved Mother. L (23-5-41)

“Do not be afraid, my daughter: who has the Heart of Jesus for shelter does not fear. Enter into it: it is yours, all yours. Receive all this love. Taste it; is it not sweet?” L (23-8-41)

“My daughter, how great is the love of Jesus towards you! (...) Jesus gives all the divine fire that burns him to the lover of the Eucharist.

Jesus is beautiful, and He transforms the heart and the soul of His spouse into beauty”. S (6-2-43)

- I feel such well-being in myself, my Jesus! Your love raised me up to You. It seems to me that I am in a cloud, O my Beloved!

- You are in my divine Heart. The cloud that you felt is the cloud of my divine love. S (16-6-44)

Jesus waits with open arms to receive me: He waits for me full of smiles and love. He wants to possess me. He wants to burn my frigidity in the furnace of His divine Heart. S (26-7-45)

- Come to rest in Me and to place your lips on the wound of my divine Heart: satiate the thirst that you have for my love.

I was between the arms of Jesus, with my lips on his open Heart that burned in firey flames. (...) I burned: I was completely submerged in the divine love of Jesus. S (20-5-49)

2 - Alexandrina loves

Alexandrina, in her strong desire to love, feels as if she will never love as much as she wants to.

“O Jesus of the tabernacle, O Jesus of paradise, save me, help your little daughter. I want to love you and I have no love! Give me the love that locked You in the tabernacle, give me the love that moved you to create everything for me, give me the love of our Heavenly Mother, give me the love of the whole of Heaven!

It is with this love that I want to love You, and it is with this immense pain that I want to console and make reparation to your loving Heart” L (22-10-41)

How often do I throw myself into the arms of Jesus and say to Him:

“I want to drown myself in your blood, to lose my life in the burning fire of your divine Heart” L (27-6-41)

“Jesus, give me the fire of your divine Heart: I cannot hold out against these anxieties of love” S (22-3-46)

I am so anxious to possess Jesus, to be driven crazy for Him that, looking at his divine Heart, I say to Him:

“Let me, Jesus, enter into this divine wound, this Heart of love! I want to hide myself, to disappear, to melt in this fire, like ice that melts under the sun and disappears unrecognised into the earth.

Give me love, Jesus, hide me” S (30-5-47)

I hugged the crucifix to me (she always had one next to her heart), I kissed all wounds of Jesus and, with my lips close to wound of his divine Heart, I lingered for some time there, to receive comfort.

How many times have I lost myself in that divine wound, in such a way that it seemed to me that I had left this world! S (26-3-48)

3 - Jesus recognizes Alexandrina’s love

- My Jesus, I want to belong all to You and to love You as much as You deserve and as much as You want to be loved by me. (...)

- Already You belong wholly to Me. I already have from You all the love that I desire.

This tender voice coming from the depths of my heart, calmed me and made feel for some moments that I was wrapped in the arms of my Jesus, very close to Him. S (11-10-45)

(After Communion) His divine voice, softer than the music of the angels, said:

- My daughter, the clouds are torn, the rays of the sun shine through! (...)

Jesus spoke and my heart grew, it grew: it seemed me that it went out from my chest and climbed to the utmost height. Oh, how great it was!

- What is this, my Jesus? What immensity is this that I feel within me?

- My beloved daughter, is an edifice of love, is the immensity of your love for my divine Heart and for souls. It is with this love that I want to be loved, it is with this love that the world will be saved. S (7-4-45)

- (...) I do not love You, I do not love You, my Jesus!

- You love, you love, my beloved. Didn’t you see when, yesterday, I led you to Gethsemane (when reliving the Passion) that soul that went up higher than all the souls, the one that entered into my side and drank from my divine heart? That was you! It was my way of showing you that you have no equal, either in pain nor in love. You save with the pain, you save with the love. (...)  (let us remember that she is a victim-soul). S (28-2-47)

My daughter, I drink from your aridity, I satiate myself in the fountain of your heart: your thirst for love is love.

I want to drink, leave me to drink, the thirst that I have to be loved is killing me. S (18-7-47)

Have courage! My love for you in My divine Heart increases in the measure that your pain increases. Love Me, love Me, and love souls. S (3-10-47)

 My daughter, my daughter, it is not the pain that will kill you: it will be your love: you will be consumed by it. (...)

The pain is great, but it is exceeded by the love. S (4-6-48)

- The world sins, the world sins! Oh, how sorely my divine Heart is wounded!

At this moment Jesus sighed painfully and I began to see tears fall from his divine eyes. I hastened to console him:

- Do not cry, Jesus, do not cry! I do not want to see your tears.

Here, have my heart that loves You and that refuses You no suffering. Do to me whatever You wish: I am your victim.

I saw that a luminous light encircled Jesus, like a living flame devouring Him. I asked:

- Jesus, what light, what flames are these?

He replied:

- It was your love, it was the consolation that you gave Me, it was your zeal for Me and for the salvation of souls. S (1-7-49)